here i am, on the eve of my golden birthday, drinking sparkling cider and eating haribo peaches in front of my computer as i configure my arch linux desktop environment.
i'm not out, not in school, don't have a job, and have been stagnating in this room for as long as i can remember.
i don't go outside. i have exactly one friend in real life, and i haven't seen him since the covid-19 lockdowns started, five years ago.
i don't have any means of autonomy, monetary or physically. i don't know enough about the machinations of society to function on my own.
i don't know what i'm going to do next.
welcome to my blog.
~ 2025 / february / 21, 0:00 AM